i will find a way without you
somethings being happening... and i cant explain it
i've always had strange mood swings.. but its gotten worst lately
there are times when im sooo happy that i could care less what im doing or saying..
then all of a sudden it switches to a bitchy, quiet, mood where im depress the rest of the day and it always ruins everything, and everyone ends up mad at me.
there are times when i just feel like crawling up into a ball in a corner and just burst out crying for no reason.
and random moments where i start to freak out and want to break the nearest object in half and stab it through my throat
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i was supposed to be prescribed on anti-depressants earlier this year but my mom said that shit doesnt work
and i do, too believe it doesnt.
god, i hate this feeling. it always ruin everything
maybe im just lonely.
maybe i just need a lover, someone to hold on too
someone to tell me that im beautiful
even though im not.
i've always had strange mood swings.. but its gotten worst lately
there are times when im sooo happy that i could care less what im doing or saying..
then all of a sudden it switches to a bitchy, quiet, mood where im depress the rest of the day and it always ruins everything, and everyone ends up mad at me.
there are times when i just feel like crawling up into a ball in a corner and just burst out crying for no reason.
and random moments where i start to freak out and want to break the nearest object in half and stab it through my throat
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i was supposed to be prescribed on anti-depressants earlier this year but my mom said that shit doesnt work
and i do, too believe it doesnt.
god, i hate this feeling. it always ruin everything
maybe im just lonely.
maybe i just need a lover, someone to hold on too
someone to tell me that im beautiful
even though im not.