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Click to viewi was really sad tonight and let down again by someone i love.
but i realize that i dont think that feeling is mutual anymore and i have been pushed way out of his life.
and it has been bothering me a lot lately and what he said to me tonight hurt even worse.
but then we had breakfast night, and aryn knew i was sad and went out and got me roses which was super sweet.
and then nick and i danced.....
and then i realized i wasnt sad anymore.
it sucks but theres nothing to be sad over.
it has been done many times before by people i thought "cared" about me.
i cant change it.
im not pissed, im not hurt, im just neutral to it.
make your mistakes.