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It's been a few months since I posted an entry. There's nothing new and exciting with my life.
This summer was a bust, I had a few fun vacations like North Carolina and Rehoboth Beach but no big fun parties or good memories. The group of friends split up this summer and apparently I was forgotten about by everyone except Amanda, Ashley, Tammie and Jess. Those are the only people I hung out with all summer. I worked for my dad over summer, in the office not the warehouse. That was nice, making $10 and hour just to do spreadsheets and file papers. So all I have to say about summer is; it sucked! (Except of course the money making part of it)
School started last week. And my anxiety got the best of me. I missed 3 English classes... one of which I had an excuse. I also missed one Islam class. I withdrew from American National Government, I was too stressed trying to run from my first class to that and you know me, I have to be 20 minutes early to everything to be the first person there and feel good about myself. So I picked up World Affairs online... which means I'm taking 2 online classes and 2 at the school.
This is my 3rd year out of high school and I still don't know what I want to do with my life. Most people at least have an Idea of what they want to do. Ideally I'd like to be a hair stylist, but the fear of having to make small talk with customers and things like that have gotten the best of me. Also, hair stylists don't make a lot of money, unless they are in a high-end salon.
Today at school it was apparently pajama day, and no one gave me the memo! We all know how much I LOVE to wear pajamas, so it figures the one day that everyone's wearing them I wouldn't think to.
The dad's having his work picnic at our house tomorrow rain or shine and he's outside pressure washing the house in the rain. You know how men are, when they get a new toy they HAVE to play with it no matter what. He's washing outside of my room right now.
I'm tired so I'm going to nap. When something exciting finally happens to me I'll write in here.
I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care, I was being cared for.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.
I used to sleep without a single stir,
'Cause I was about my Father's work.
Well Take me out tonight,
The ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck,
If you'd be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.
I used to pray like God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.
I was the glue that kept my friends together,
Now they don't talk and we don't go out.
I used to know the name of every person I kissed.
Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.
Take me out tonight,
The ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck,
If you'd be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.
Throw me that lifeline,
The ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck
If you'd be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.
This summer was a bust, I had a few fun vacations like North Carolina and Rehoboth Beach but no big fun parties or good memories. The group of friends split up this summer and apparently I was forgotten about by everyone except Amanda, Ashley, Tammie and Jess. Those are the only people I hung out with all summer. I worked for my dad over summer, in the office not the warehouse. That was nice, making $10 and hour just to do spreadsheets and file papers. So all I have to say about summer is; it sucked! (Except of course the money making part of it)
School started last week. And my anxiety got the best of me. I missed 3 English classes... one of which I had an excuse. I also missed one Islam class. I withdrew from American National Government, I was too stressed trying to run from my first class to that and you know me, I have to be 20 minutes early to everything to be the first person there and feel good about myself. So I picked up World Affairs online... which means I'm taking 2 online classes and 2 at the school.
This is my 3rd year out of high school and I still don't know what I want to do with my life. Most people at least have an Idea of what they want to do. Ideally I'd like to be a hair stylist, but the fear of having to make small talk with customers and things like that have gotten the best of me. Also, hair stylists don't make a lot of money, unless they are in a high-end salon.
Today at school it was apparently pajama day, and no one gave me the memo! We all know how much I LOVE to wear pajamas, so it figures the one day that everyone's wearing them I wouldn't think to.
The dad's having his work picnic at our house tomorrow rain or shine and he's outside pressure washing the house in the rain. You know how men are, when they get a new toy they HAVE to play with it no matter what. He's washing outside of my room right now.
I'm tired so I'm going to nap. When something exciting finally happens to me I'll write in here.
I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care, I was being cared for.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.
I used to sleep without a single stir,
'Cause I was about my Father's work.
Well Take me out tonight,
The ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck,
If you'd be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.
I used to pray like God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.
I was the glue that kept my friends together,
Now they don't talk and we don't go out.
I used to know the name of every person I kissed.
Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.
Take me out tonight,
The ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck,
If you'd be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.
Throw me that lifeline,
The ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck
If you'd be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.