Jun 20, 2004 18:07
I hate it when "someone" tells you they love you and then you find out they've been lying to you about being single for two months or that this guy is gay, etc. I hate it when someone tells you they love you, and you feel enslaved to this person, halfly because you love them so much and halfly because she does it that way. I hate it when 90% of the time the person who supposedly loves you treats you like shit when you're together, with the rest of the 10% is perfect. I hate being the one who always forgives yet is always held grudges against. I hate trying to be the mediator and try to do the best for everyone yet always end up turning out the bad guy. Lately, this has stopped, because I took action, whereas before I just rolled with the punches.
How many guys are you lying too? Nick? [Who lives in Cali] Kyle? Julian?
I told you we should see other people. You have no reason to lie to me, or Nick, or anyone. I told you I don't care if you go out with/like other guys. I've always been honest with you, and half of the time thats why you say you hate me. I'm tired of censcoring my life, I'm tired of bowing out to everyone else, I'm tired of being nice and calm when I get treated the opposite of both.
Bullshit you stopped being friends with Jess just for me. You stopped talking to her because shes annoying and she started badmouthing you just as everyone else badmouths eachother.
If you really loved me, you wouldn't have a reason to not want me to talk to this person or that. You didn't want me to because you knew I'd find out the truth.
Maybe theres a reason they call it true love.
And you're one to talk about posting info. on people you like in journals.
Do you honestly not even think about all the shit you do to me?
I'm too damn old for you anyway. Like, "about-to-join-Vince-in-the-nursing-home" old.