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[xmcarpiox]

its been a bad couple of days...bad month actually.

ive been to a wake twice this week.

just mad sadness all week.

i was told this morning my aunt got
rushed to the hospital this morning.
doctors say she isnt going to make it.
im very hurt and like going crazy
really.

randy, my mom and grandmother are
flying out tomorrow. i won't be
able to go this time cause money
is tight. im angry that i won't
be able to see her. it kills me.

this is gonna be a sad thanksgiving.

i want to thank my good friends
who have been listening to me
and being there for me through
out all of this.

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