i dont do drama, so here's what i have to say instead:patricianelsonFebruary 8 2006, 01:04:47 UTC
im not trying to start an arguement just stating some facts. first, i had no idea that there was tape on your stuff, and honestly i cant imagine how it got there. oh you know what? if it was clear tape, about two inches thick, 5inches long, it might have been from my attempt at hanging christmas lights on the ceiling. they all fell though, cause the tape wasnt strong enough. i thought that all the pieces of tape were still attached to the lights though. that was completely accidental. the lights did look cool though, in a cresent moon on the ceiling for the couple hours they were there. you might have liked 'em. second i had friends over and they were quite fucked up so i did let them smoke in the room, and did re-tape the door, and opened the windows and set up a fan, and made them (well her) sit right next to the window and blow her drags into the fan, because i knew you'd get pissed if anyone smoked in her again. i didnt want to deal with her whinning and begging and crazy drunkiness over a cigarette, nor did i want to risk bringing her outside infront of the RA's. that night i froze because i left the window open the whole night to make sure it was clear for when you came back. this was two, three days ago, and i've been re-opening the window and spraying febreeze since then. also during that time i've been burning incense, if you couldnt already tell, cause i thought it would smell good, and wouldnt piss you off, but the smell has been lingering here ever since. henceforth the repeated fridged room and febreeze abuse. i keep re-reading the line about the tape and i cant help but laugh when imagining you trying to figure out where the fuck it could have come from and what it was doing there. well not your reaction to it, cause i know that's not a good one, but trying to figure out the different scenarios in which tape like that could have gotten there. i would like to apologize agian, but i dont think it'd do any good. im trying to be a good person about this, and i will apologize for getting you so upset and the inconviences at which you now face. i dont think that it's fair that you go through everything you have to, and deal with everything you have to because of me. nevermind the whole money factor. anyways i hope everything works out for the best for you, cause i know you dont need anymore stressors in your life, and you deserve to have things come a bit more easily for yourself. i think that'll happen once you get moved in with josh, things should be quite grand then. in conclusion to my five paragraph essay; we've had bunches of good times, and im glad that i meet you because i've been able to talk to you about things i've never mentioned to anyone else. you're a good person to have fun with, and a good person to go fucking nuts with, and a good person to take sexy pictures with, etc etc. and if you know me, you know im an honest person, well i like to think so, or at least that i speak truely. so honestly steph, im sorry that i put all of this onto you, and i hope that everything works out for the best. and it's okay if you hate me or whatever, im not going to get all dramatic and talk shit, or whine or what-have-you. all the annoying things i've done havent been because i disrepect you or anything (because i dont disrespect you) it's just me being me, which isnt always such a great thing. i havent ever attempted to piss you off, i guess that i can just sorta do it naturally. but really, i hope you believe me when i say that i havent intentionally tried to harm you or your belongings in any way. also friday i have one class from 9:30-10:45 and after that i'll try to clear out of fitchburg so you can have the day to move. but if you know what time you'll be here from and to, that'd help me out. see you in the pornstar business.
second i had friends over and they were quite fucked up so i did let them smoke in the room, and did re-tape the door, and opened the windows and set up a fan, and made them (well her) sit right next to the window and blow her drags into the fan, because i knew you'd get pissed if anyone smoked in her again. i didnt want to deal with her whinning and begging and crazy drunkiness over a cigarette, nor did i want to risk bringing her outside infront of the RA's. that night i froze because i left the window open the whole night to make sure it was clear for when you came back. this was two, three days ago, and i've been re-opening the window and spraying febreeze since then. also during that time i've been burning incense, if you couldnt already tell, cause i thought it would smell good, and wouldnt piss you off, but the smell has been lingering here ever since. henceforth the repeated fridged room and febreeze abuse.
i keep re-reading the line about the tape and i cant help but laugh when imagining you trying to figure out where the fuck it could have come from and what it was doing there. well not your reaction to it, cause i know that's not a good one, but trying to figure out the different scenarios in which tape like that could have gotten there.
i would like to apologize agian, but i dont think it'd do any good. im trying to be a good person about this, and i will apologize for getting you so upset and the inconviences at which you now face. i dont think that it's fair that you go through everything you have to, and deal with everything you have to because of me. nevermind the whole money factor.
anyways i hope everything works out for the best for you, cause i know you dont need anymore stressors in your life, and you deserve to have things come a bit more easily for yourself. i think that'll happen once you get moved in with josh, things should be quite grand then.
in conclusion to my five paragraph essay; we've had bunches of good times, and im glad that i meet you because i've been able to talk to you about things i've never mentioned to anyone else. you're a good person to have fun with, and a good person to go fucking nuts with, and a good person to take sexy pictures with, etc etc. and if you know me, you know im an honest person, well i like to think so, or at least that i speak truely. so honestly steph, im sorry that i put all of this onto you, and i hope that everything works out for the best. and it's okay if you hate me or whatever, im not going to get all dramatic and talk shit, or whine or what-have-you. all the annoying things i've done havent been because i disrepect you or anything (because i dont disrespect you) it's just me being me, which isnt always such a great thing. i havent ever attempted to piss you off, i guess that i can just sorta do it naturally. but really, i hope you believe me when i say that i havent intentionally tried to harm you or your belongings in any way.
also friday i have one class from 9:30-10:45 and after that i'll try to clear out of fitchburg so you can have the day to move. but if you know what time you'll be here from and to, that'd help me out.
see you in the pornstar business.
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Patricia
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