Dec 29, 2005 10:24
I'm wicked stressed out. The kids, though I love them, are getting to be a bit much. I'm just not used to that much energy all the time, day and night.
I ate something yesterday that really made me sick. I'm all sick today and stressed out.
I did not pass my math class, I got an incomplete because I failed the final.
I failed the final to my systems and theories class, so I'm not sure how I'll do in that class
I don't know how to access my grades, and if they were mailed to me, well, I can pretty much forget about them because we never changed the old address , or we wouldn't have changed it in time. So they'll be wandering around the mail. I really don't want them anyways, they won't be good.
I miss the laid back atmostphere of college. Here, there is always something on top of kids banging on the piano and screaming for their parents. Husbands and wives bitterly bickering, drama between siblings, etc.
I CANNOT wait to get an apartment, although, that looks like it may become a tricky situation. (I'm not mad Cristina, don't worry, I just dont know what I am going to do). I'm sad becuase I feel like its going to be another one of those things i get my hopes up for, and it doesn't happen.
I'm not going to worry about it. I am going to go take a shower, then go see Josh. <3