Cryptic Livejournal entry, because those seem to be the hip things nowadays.
This is to you.
You're near and dear to me. I love you more than anything--without you I would be nothing. I certainly would not the person I am not, physically and emotionally. I hold you so literally close to me, it's unbelievable.
Yes, I love you.
But do you love me? You strike out at me unexpectedly and ruthlessly. I do nothing to you but exist, yet you seem to justify such pain and suffering. Yes, I suffer because of you. Why, I know not. I only know the pain I endure for your sake, and the helplessness I feel.
No mere chemicals can make such pain go away. Such a wracking pain. I double over with the sheer weight of it all. And you do not seem to care. You continue to strike out despite my tears and cries. You have no pity, no sympathy. No feelings.
I wish I could be happy without you. I really do. But the thing is, no matter how much you push me, how much pain you cause, I cannot be me without you. You affect my future, and my present. I would be so much more free with your absence, yet I cannot remove myself from you--I cannot sever these ties of anguish.
No, I must remain strong, no matter how much you try to tear me down. No matter how much you try to keep me from doing what I love. No matter how much you interfere with my life. No matter how much I wish you would just get up and leave.
I just want to live without this pain. That's all. Is that not a simple request? And I hope you can understand that. Please. I'm begging you. Cease your painful efforts, for I am tired of all this. Sick of it all.
Please.
Yes, this is to you: My Ovaries.
You're near and dear to me. I love you more than anything--without you I would be nothing. I certainly would not the person I am not, physically and emotionally. I hold you so literally close to me, it's unbelievable.
Yes, I love you.
But do you love me? You strike out at me unexpectedly and ruthlessly. I do nothing to you but exist, yet you seem to justify such pain and suffering. Yes, I suffer because of you. Why, I know not. I only know the pain I endure for your sake, and the helplessness I feel.
No mere chemicals can make such pain go away. Such a wracking pain. I double over with the sheer weight of it all. And you do not seem to care. You continue to strike out despite my tears and cries. You have no pity, no sympathy. No feelings.
I wish I could be happy without you. I really do. But the thing is, no matter how much you push me, how much pain you cause, I cannot be me without you. You affect my future, and my present. I would be so much more free with your absence, yet I cannot remove myself from you--I cannot sever these ties of anguish.
No, I must remain strong, no matter how much you try to tear me down. No matter how much you try to keep me from doing what I love. No matter how much you interfere with my life. No matter how much I wish you would just get up and leave.
I just want to live without this pain. That's all. Is that not a simple request? And I hope you can understand that. Please. I'm begging you. Cease your painful efforts, for I am tired of all this. Sick of it all.
Please.
Yes, this is to you: My Ovaries.