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and now boys and girls the moment you've ALL been waiting for, the return of the RANT!
how can i best describe my aggravation right now? how else? my livejournal..
i actually thank this piece of shit i've spent countless amounts of time on. thanks to livejournal i've been able to see the greatest flaws in the greatest people in my life. people have dared to say to me on livejournal things they couldn't fathom saying directly to me, thanks for the directness i suppose, and the medium.
today i'd like to start on something i've began to notice over the past few weeks. where are my friends? i'd have to say mainly i lost the bulk of my friends a year or two ago thanks to the simpleton hollywood screenplay writer. i'd like to know what they think now, me married with a child on the way. what would they say and do? i guess i'd have to have stopped playing dungeons and dragons by now :/ i rarely have time for games anymore, and i'm happy about that. games are fun and all, but life simply isn't about playing games and i'm not worried about my high score or the feats i'll take at next level, i'm worried about my wife. i'm happiest about that.
dustin, god bless him, is doing a fabulous job at being the most intelligent person i know congratulations old man you have risen above the multitudes and i'm postive will continue to do so. life consists of alot of strategy, planning and precise movements, that is what you do best keep your footing on the high ground and keep your troops in line and the day shall be yours!
haskell, my sidekick i look forward to you kicking the hell out of some jackass because he won't pay his late fees. if i ever had a strongarm he would be it. a great friend and a very wise counselor there is so much potential in him that he hasn't seen yet, reminds me alot of myself a year ago.
where are my other friends? i don't even know. they're all an enigma to me, the rest of them. i don't know where half of them are or what they've been doing. i have no contact with them, and they don't contact me.
i look at myself now and cannot see myself sitting in front of this computer any more than it will take me to type this post. this time last year i'd have been here all day, hacking away at some imaginary monsters in some imaginary world on some online fantasy role playing game. now here i am preparing to spend my life with a child on the way, making a family a wonderful family i will love for the rest of my days. who am i? more like who was i?
there are very few regrets i have, most of you will never know of them, some of you already do, one of you knows them all. you're the one who matters most to me, you keep poking your head over my shoulder trying to read what i'm writing, and i couldn't love you more :)
in closing i'd like to say fuck most of you, i mean really...
how can i best describe my aggravation right now? how else? my livejournal..
i actually thank this piece of shit i've spent countless amounts of time on. thanks to livejournal i've been able to see the greatest flaws in the greatest people in my life. people have dared to say to me on livejournal things they couldn't fathom saying directly to me, thanks for the directness i suppose, and the medium.
today i'd like to start on something i've began to notice over the past few weeks. where are my friends? i'd have to say mainly i lost the bulk of my friends a year or two ago thanks to the simpleton hollywood screenplay writer. i'd like to know what they think now, me married with a child on the way. what would they say and do? i guess i'd have to have stopped playing dungeons and dragons by now :/ i rarely have time for games anymore, and i'm happy about that. games are fun and all, but life simply isn't about playing games and i'm not worried about my high score or the feats i'll take at next level, i'm worried about my wife. i'm happiest about that.
dustin, god bless him, is doing a fabulous job at being the most intelligent person i know congratulations old man you have risen above the multitudes and i'm postive will continue to do so. life consists of alot of strategy, planning and precise movements, that is what you do best keep your footing on the high ground and keep your troops in line and the day shall be yours!
haskell, my sidekick i look forward to you kicking the hell out of some jackass because he won't pay his late fees. if i ever had a strongarm he would be it. a great friend and a very wise counselor there is so much potential in him that he hasn't seen yet, reminds me alot of myself a year ago.
where are my other friends? i don't even know. they're all an enigma to me, the rest of them. i don't know where half of them are or what they've been doing. i have no contact with them, and they don't contact me.
i look at myself now and cannot see myself sitting in front of this computer any more than it will take me to type this post. this time last year i'd have been here all day, hacking away at some imaginary monsters in some imaginary world on some online fantasy role playing game. now here i am preparing to spend my life with a child on the way, making a family a wonderful family i will love for the rest of my days. who am i? more like who was i?
there are very few regrets i have, most of you will never know of them, some of you already do, one of you knows them all. you're the one who matters most to me, you keep poking your head over my shoulder trying to read what i'm writing, and i couldn't love you more :)
in closing i'd like to say fuck most of you, i mean really...