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I really hate the weekends. My friends always ditch plans with me. my mom doesnt work, I never have anywhere to go. which means she and I are at each others throats. And it seems that today I cant go an hour without crying about something. first its fighting with my mom and dad that makes me cry, then its fighting with just mom, then fight with victor, then having mom yell at me for crying about vic, then as soon as im calming down, dillon calls me to tell me im acting like jenna. so what do I do, hang up, start crying again. then me and my mom get in yet another fight. avery calls in the middle of it. so I get off the phone. get in a bigger fight with my mom b.c she wants to know what he and I were talking about and doesnt understand why none of my friends want to be around me today. then my sister starts yelling at me for going into hysterics and yelling while her girlfriend is here. then my dad finally wakes up, hits me in the back of my head and tells me to shut up. mom comes back out, starts yelling at me again but this time its about why she doesnt want to deal with me, why she doesnt trust me, and why she cant wait til im 18 so she never has to see me again. today has been the worst..........im going back to wal-mart now to pick up my film. then, I guess Im coming back here and sleeping so I dont have to deal with anyone.