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so i screwed up... and lost someone i really didnt want to lose. and nikki was the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. so it kills me. this week has been long and depressing.. i cant stay home, sleep, or function as a human being.
i hate sleeping home so i have been out at times with nowhere to go.
so anyhow thats my life updated.
nikki,
thanks for everything. you were amazing to me. and im sorry i screwed up. i wish youd reconsider this so i can prove to you that im not the asshole you have seen. but ive never had the chance to show everyone around me how special you were to me. so now you know that im not afraid to let everyone know you meant the world to me.
i love you
i hate sleeping home so i have been out at times with nowhere to go.
so anyhow thats my life updated.
nikki,
thanks for everything. you were amazing to me. and im sorry i screwed up. i wish youd reconsider this so i can prove to you that im not the asshole you have seen. but ive never had the chance to show everyone around me how special you were to me. so now you know that im not afraid to let everyone know you meant the world to me.
i love you