why's it come to this?
I can tell I'm changing and sometimes I wonder if it's for the best.
my patience is gone. I've done too much for too many people and been walked all over.
I've kept my mouth shut more times than you'd think. no more.
i'm all fucking set with people.
none of my friends give a fuck about anything but themselves so why should I be different.
Ive spent so much time with my "friends" smoking and drinkin and driving, bummin bogies and as soon as i lose my job no one comes around. no one can make it out here cause they dont have the gas. please. so how's this? fuck off.
when you call me and I don't answer, don't bother calling back cause i'm NOT going to answer.
I'm done with stingy friends that can't return the favor even though the past 7 years of your life ive done more for you,smoked more with you, brought you more places, bought you more food, coffee, beer and cigarettes than anyone else.
I'm sick of playing guessing games and never actually talking. Even though actions speak louder than words it doesn't help our cause. I just get shit on and ignored with no explanation, then pretend like everythings back to normal, fuck that I don't deserve it.
See me at the store but you're too afraid to say hi because you're with your man. Really? can't even wave? cause you know what your man will do. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING YOU FAKE ASS BITCH
I'll find a fucking tattoo artist that actually takes pride in his fucking work, possibly even call someone back after months and months of trying to reach you, aside from the fact we're supposed to be friends, but who calls friends back right? I want to hot iron your logo off my shoulder you hack.
I'm not listenting to your bullshit and lies and stories and listen to your family talk shit about me when I didnt do anything wrong, then you just expect a text will fix everything, haha fat chance.
We chill almost every fucking day till i lose my job and you just ignore me, got time and money to chill with everyone but me all of a sudden. fuck you break your collarbone snowboarding.
Oh and you can't talk to me because you have a boyfriend and god forbid he finds out we're FRIENDS and even though you drive RIGHT PAST MY FUCKING HOUSE EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY why bother taking 5 minutes of your busy life to stop by?
I haven't talked to you in over a year but you still run around telling everyone and their mom all sorts of complete bullshit about me, grow the fuck up.
I could go on and on and on but I'm sick of typing.
Moral is; It's all me now.
You probably think I hate you guys but I don't. I just don't fucking care anymore about people that don't care either. it's pointless.
"It feels so wrong cause it feels so right but it's alright, it's okay with me. I'll do my steps all by myself, I don't need nobody to play with me.
But if you'd just give me a chance I can put you in a trance the way I dance, but don't nobody want to play with me so I'm taking my ball and going home."
ever read into songs and put your own meaning to it? kinda like motivation.
but it's true.
I feel awful about even wanting to give up on people but I feel so good about not having them dragging me down. I'll get my car and get to Cali and have my own business by myself I dont need anyone fuck it. and if you'd open your eyes we could have it all but no one seems to believe in me so I'm gettin my shit together and doin it on my own.
-and now the people that read this are going to get all offended and call me an asshole and ask what my deal is, but I clearly stated it so you just 1. either can't read or 2. are trying to pick a fight with someone who doesnt fucking care anymore.
call me an asshole or any name you want to, when you can prove me wrong.
my patience is gone. I've done too much for too many people and been walked all over.
I've kept my mouth shut more times than you'd think. no more.
i'm all fucking set with people.
none of my friends give a fuck about anything but themselves so why should I be different.
Ive spent so much time with my "friends" smoking and drinkin and driving, bummin bogies and as soon as i lose my job no one comes around. no one can make it out here cause they dont have the gas. please. so how's this? fuck off.
when you call me and I don't answer, don't bother calling back cause i'm NOT going to answer.
I'm done with stingy friends that can't return the favor even though the past 7 years of your life ive done more for you,smoked more with you, brought you more places, bought you more food, coffee, beer and cigarettes than anyone else.
I'm sick of playing guessing games and never actually talking. Even though actions speak louder than words it doesn't help our cause. I just get shit on and ignored with no explanation, then pretend like everythings back to normal, fuck that I don't deserve it.
See me at the store but you're too afraid to say hi because you're with your man. Really? can't even wave? cause you know what your man will do. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING YOU FAKE ASS BITCH
I'll find a fucking tattoo artist that actually takes pride in his fucking work, possibly even call someone back after months and months of trying to reach you, aside from the fact we're supposed to be friends, but who calls friends back right? I want to hot iron your logo off my shoulder you hack.
I'm not listenting to your bullshit and lies and stories and listen to your family talk shit about me when I didnt do anything wrong, then you just expect a text will fix everything, haha fat chance.
We chill almost every fucking day till i lose my job and you just ignore me, got time and money to chill with everyone but me all of a sudden. fuck you break your collarbone snowboarding.
Oh and you can't talk to me because you have a boyfriend and god forbid he finds out we're FRIENDS and even though you drive RIGHT PAST MY FUCKING HOUSE EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY why bother taking 5 minutes of your busy life to stop by?
I haven't talked to you in over a year but you still run around telling everyone and their mom all sorts of complete bullshit about me, grow the fuck up.
I could go on and on and on but I'm sick of typing.
Moral is; It's all me now.
You probably think I hate you guys but I don't. I just don't fucking care anymore about people that don't care either. it's pointless.
"It feels so wrong cause it feels so right but it's alright, it's okay with me. I'll do my steps all by myself, I don't need nobody to play with me.
But if you'd just give me a chance I can put you in a trance the way I dance, but don't nobody want to play with me so I'm taking my ball and going home."
ever read into songs and put your own meaning to it? kinda like motivation.
but it's true.
I feel awful about even wanting to give up on people but I feel so good about not having them dragging me down. I'll get my car and get to Cali and have my own business by myself I dont need anyone fuck it. and if you'd open your eyes we could have it all but no one seems to believe in me so I'm gettin my shit together and doin it on my own.
-and now the people that read this are going to get all offended and call me an asshole and ask what my deal is, but I clearly stated it so you just 1. either can't read or 2. are trying to pick a fight with someone who doesnt fucking care anymore.
call me an asshole or any name you want to, when you can prove me wrong.