Not again
I can't fucking take this. Everytime I try to sleep I wake up feeling like my whole world just came crashing down on me. This dream keeps coming back. more and more real everytime, I wake up second guessing if it actually happened, it's the worst thing I've ever felt. I feel like I'm suffocating when I wake up, choking on the air I breathe and I have to convince myself it never happened. It just comes back more detailed and drawn out everytime and it's fucking killing me. I'm just so beyond grateful it isnt real. I'd die.