Mar 10, 2008 22:34
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March 10, 2008 9:12 PM
BRIAN
Everything reminds me of u my love!
brian is so dumb!! hahahah.
i want my words back rubys went by so fast today.
MAYDAY TOMORROW!
and no school of course
im going to watch movies all night.
nesha has it on her myspace., i thought it was a little cute not a lot
She's not like that now.. she knows better. She knows now that people lie, and that promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands that she might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, and every now and then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for a while, that's why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. You can't always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, don't think for one minute that they didn't aim for your back. There are reasons why they missed. She found out too soon that in the end, you're your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life, and more often than not, it's gonna hurt like hell. But you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don't know what it is, and when it happens, it will hit you. And at some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words like "life" and "risk" wont mean anything to you anymore. But she doesn't try and change that. She knows that stuff like that is meant to happen all the time. Overtime, certain things no longer have an effect on you, and it happens because that's the way its supposed to be. But you'll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or spring rain start to matter. Who knows, it might catch you off guard, and it might happen sooner. I mean, ask her. She knows.