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Keep in mind.. I wrote this a couple days ago
The year is drawing to an end. Without a doubt, this has been one of the most life changing. In an effort to recap the last year's events, I have selected the top ten most memorable moments.
Doll Face Killas
After a rollercoaster-of-a-year [including last year] with the infamous Bonnie, we parted our ways. Living a few weeks with her, in an effort to reach a place where I could feel more at home than my house, fell short and the plan changed abruptly. I realized what I had been missing. My parents. I never listened to anything they said and it kicked me in the ass later on. After everything we've been through in the past year, I could never forget her and no one could ever replace her.Bonnie found love in the one and only Will. I found my heart in Ian, at least for the time being. Although we rarely [if at all] talk nowadays, I wish her the best. I'll never forget the 'Doll Face Killas' memories. Crystal Beach nights just aren't the same without my little vixen. For scrap books, I am thankful.
Hot Tub
However interesting and somewhat flighty the relationship might have been. I have no regrets meeting, or even further, dating Matt. He taught me a lot about myself. How manipulative I can be if you aren't what I want [I never denied I was a picky SOB]. I grew a lot from that relationship, believe it or not. After months of no contact, it was truly nice to have a 'friendly' conversation with the boy just last week. I feel some sort of closure for the year, in relation to him.
Ian
Enter my muse. Ian hit me like a ton of bricks. Literally coming from nowhere, and falling for him faster than anything imaginable, or anyone conceivable. His brilliant mind, soothing voice, and piercing, passionate eyes captivated me from the start. The way he views life is unlike anything I've come across. His approach, so analytical, intrigued me. Wit, charm, intelligence, and bird lips. It's been a great 4 months and I'm praying for many more.
Diddy
I have had an unbelievable time with her this year. Through the good times and the bad we've stuck together and stuck it out. Through boyfriends and boy toys... we still always have great gossip sessions. I love you, diddy.
Meeting Rissa
"Hi.. my name is .. uuum... uum... Rissa". And it all went downhill from there. Some know her as my wife, I know her as my confidant. You have been an unbelievable friend to me this year. 48 straight hours together during the hurricane. MAD TV MARATHON. "Santaiiiiii Cla-oosseee". (In Ian's neighborhood) Stop the car!!! I dropped my stuffed animal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Napolean Dynamite. "TINA! COME GET SOME DINNER YOU FAT LARD!". So many memories and many more to come once we move into our apartment. (If we don't kill eachother first)
For a year that started off so uncertain...
It ended with laughter, security, genuine love and certainty.
The year is drawing to an end. Without a doubt, this has been one of the most life changing. In an effort to recap the last year's events, I have selected the top ten most memorable moments.
Doll Face Killas
After a rollercoaster-of-a-year [including last year] with the infamous Bonnie, we parted our ways. Living a few weeks with her, in an effort to reach a place where I could feel more at home than my house, fell short and the plan changed abruptly. I realized what I had been missing. My parents. I never listened to anything they said and it kicked me in the ass later on. After everything we've been through in the past year, I could never forget her and no one could ever replace her.Bonnie found love in the one and only Will. I found my heart in Ian, at least for the time being. Although we rarely [if at all] talk nowadays, I wish her the best. I'll never forget the 'Doll Face Killas' memories. Crystal Beach nights just aren't the same without my little vixen. For scrap books, I am thankful.
Hot Tub
However interesting and somewhat flighty the relationship might have been. I have no regrets meeting, or even further, dating Matt. He taught me a lot about myself. How manipulative I can be if you aren't what I want [I never denied I was a picky SOB]. I grew a lot from that relationship, believe it or not. After months of no contact, it was truly nice to have a 'friendly' conversation with the boy just last week. I feel some sort of closure for the year, in relation to him.
Ian
Enter my muse. Ian hit me like a ton of bricks. Literally coming from nowhere, and falling for him faster than anything imaginable, or anyone conceivable. His brilliant mind, soothing voice, and piercing, passionate eyes captivated me from the start. The way he views life is unlike anything I've come across. His approach, so analytical, intrigued me. Wit, charm, intelligence, and bird lips. It's been a great 4 months and I'm praying for many more.
Diddy
I have had an unbelievable time with her this year. Through the good times and the bad we've stuck together and stuck it out. Through boyfriends and boy toys... we still always have great gossip sessions. I love you, diddy.
Meeting Rissa
"Hi.. my name is .. uuum... uum... Rissa". And it all went downhill from there. Some know her as my wife, I know her as my confidant. You have been an unbelievable friend to me this year. 48 straight hours together during the hurricane. MAD TV MARATHON. "Santaiiiiii Cla-oosseee". (In Ian's neighborhood) Stop the car!!! I dropped my stuffed animal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Napolean Dynamite. "TINA! COME GET SOME DINNER YOU FAT LARD!". So many memories and many more to come once we move into our apartment. (If we don't kill eachother first)
For a year that started off so uncertain...
It ended with laughter, security, genuine love and certainty.