Oh, look. I forgot about writing again.

[xmannequinx]

Time for self indulgent, damaging experiences.  I feel like I need something to shake me again and turn me back to myself.  This is mostly to remind myself.  I'll come back when I have a way to say the things scream at my walls.

I m reading a wonderful book that described adults as always looking faintly sad with flickers of sarcasm.  It made me feel sick and alive.