oh condoms.

[xmangoxjuicex]

ok so i was just thinking about how big of a pansy i can be. for example if i go into a store and have to buy something personal related (i.e. tampons or condoms-- not that i go around buying condoms, i currently have no need to buy any but still) i have to buy other things even if i dont need anything. i wil buy other stuff just to take the awkwardness out of my purchase. its not that i think the cashier will think less of me its more that i cant handle that, if i was a cashier i wouldnt care what people bought-- but as the customer i am afraid. but what is there to be afraid of? if i want condoms i shouldnt feel weird about buying them, but i guess its just like hmm well we know what she is doing tonite --bow chicka bow wow. you know? anyways thats all, i guess basically what i am trying to say is i wish i was less conscious of other peoples reactions or possible thoughts sometimes.

on a tangent here, how weird is it when you see someone you know in the condom section? i mean i know i have seen people i know there and its allways weird when you bump into each other and you are like 'heeeeyyy, ---name here--- so how have you been , what are you up to tonite?' you say oh i've been great--- i dunno what im gonna do tonite, when in truth you know you are gonna bone.
the condom aisle-its just awkward.

i bought a jacket and it doesnt fit so i get to return it and buy a fabulous outfit, which costs equal to or lesser than the jacket, so i am excited. and thats all.