all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me before you bury yourself alive

[xmandy09x]

So procratinating my english paper right now. Seriously debating writing it when i come back tongiht drunk. Maybe something will inspire me while im drunk. Who knows. The holiday season is coming. I am kind of excited. At the same time I cant believe finals are just around the corner. This semester flew by. It has been a really crazy semester too. I was going to try not to drink this weekend but i think i may slip back into the lets drink thursday friday and saturday thing this weekend. Sometimes I wonder why I drink. I have a lot of fun for the most part but at the end of the night i just feel 10X more lonely then I did when I was sober. But yet I will still get my self hammered. Just for the hour and a half of stupid drunken fun. So I am off to do my paper sober. If i dont finish by 8 then i will finish it when i am drunk. It must be done before tomorrow at 8 AM.
so long for now