oh man
so uh, he pretty much made up my mind for me tonight. which is good because hes showed me that whats going on with us is real and that he really wants it. something that hes been needing to prove. so basically, i think the smile that i cant seem to get off my face is gonna stick around for a while....but time is the true test. time will tell. and until it tells, my guard is 100% up.....but i really dont think it needs to be. i wish the people who are worried could just see him the way i do. and see the things that let me KNOW that he's fighting to keep me around. he has a past, just like everyone else does. things change, and people need to get out of the past and not let this get to them. let it go and give it a chance. or else keep your opinions to yourselves and dont let it affect any friendships. for me? please?
<3 goodnight
p.s. BEACH TOMORRRRRRRRROWWWWWWWW!
[have a beautifulllll day]