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[xmanasaysx]

So i was kinda dreading this weekend. I love my cousin and my uncle and everything, but i was really upset that all my plans had to be cancelled. but what ive come to find is that family is extremely important. i hardly EVER see this side of my family, and i have had so much fun with my cousin the past few days. last night we went to mr.lake mary with ashley and laura and it was a ton of fun. it was really funny and being with my friends is always great, but having paulina (my cousin) there made it that much better! then we went to lauras house to help her to dishes and watch her eat lol. shes so funny, i love that girl with eveything in me. then we got into a conversation with her mom about how me and laura have been really good friends since 2nd grade. isnt that crazy?? same thing with jessica whalen. i love it when you keep old friends :] but anyway. then me and paulina went to go pick up paully wally from work (paul is becoming one of my reallyyy good friends. hes awesome and hilarious and a GREAT listener. i love him) at publix and then the 3 of us got ice cream from brusters. then we took paully home cuz he didnt feel well :[ and then me and paulina played on facebook and talked for a while...i love her! shes so funny. this morning we went to to church at nativity and my mom and i did the readings. and i saw shane! the love of my life. :]  afterwards, we ate a really great breakfast and then just paulina and i went to northland for the 11:15 service. I prefer northland over nativity, and i wanted her to see why. and she did! it was amazing, as always. and this sermon in particular hit me hard. made me think about the people ive grown apart from and the grudes ive held and how i need to love my enemies :] anywayyyy. just now, i typed up a ton of stuff for my economics portfolio presentation. took me forever but im glad its done. now im going to britt's for  a little cuz i havent seen her all weekend and thats a first in a WHILE for us! (considering i usually spend all weekened every weekend with her) so im gonna go there now and then i have work at 4 :[ bah. more tomorrow i guess!

have a beautifullll day!

btw. im not confused anymore :] im actually quite happy! he makes my heart happy <3
[ more to come about this, im sure! ]