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last week as my vacation and i had soooo much fun, despite the fact that i broke my pinkie last wedesday after shampoo, but it's cool cuz they gave me pain killers, i basicaly spent the entire week at the beach smoking, gettin fucked up and trynna tan. saturday me brooke brendin and tony went to atlantic city, i brought them back and went back and met up with business man jim. he took me to a bar called the blue martini inside ballys and bough me drinks. i drank cosmopolitans and we watched the black lesbians next to us, then jim bought them a drink too, ha ha ha. we were in there for a looong time just drinkin and talkin, it was nice. then we went and shot craps and slot machines and he let me lose all his money. we headed back to is place and by the time we got there it was 6 0 clock in the morning, we finally passed out around 9. the next day he drove me back and i went back to lbi. it was really nice, and much to my suprise so was he. i didn't even fuck him either, i wanna wait, cuz i kinda actually like this one :/. it kinda scares me, i don't deal with boys, maybe i should start. im goin back down the shore this weekend cuz i have off so i think im gonna give him a call. i hope i'm not setting myself up for disappoint, but i know i am. i do it all the time. maybe i'm not as independent as i think am:( today me and lauren smoked and went to olive garden, our waier, Z, was all about her, lol. then we went to cherry hil mall and i of course bought lots of shit because i honestly have a problem when it comes to shopping, oh well, at least i have cute clothes. i'm really tired, i should clean my room but i think i want to go to sleep instead so goodnight lj!:)