pms is no joke!
so i went down to cape may for the weekend which may i just say is really nice. well i get there with absolutely no problem whatsoever. so i turn on the street where the house is supposed to be and it's just not there so i am like ok??? i have already been drivin for like 2 hrs in parkway traffic so i'm def. not in a good mood. well i drove around that damn island for 2 more god damn hours and everytime i tried callin the house my phone died so i am screaming and crying(only to find out that my moodswings were b/c i was about i was about to get my period) so anyway i finally just got so frustrated when my phone just discharged everytime i finally got thru to the house i threw it full force at my dashboard only it didn't hit my dashboard, it hit my windsheild and put a big fuckin crack in it which made me flip out even more i just started screaming fuck between every sob. finally i see my sister walk outside of the house on the street i had been down like 8475845 times, i seriously couldnt even talk i was so upset, i just went in and sat down. it was too late to go to the beach so everybody headed out to the promenade and i bought THE most adorable roxy outfit. so we go back to the house and me and my cousin travis and my brother go back out. they went to the arcade and i was walkin around by myself checkin shit out and lookin for anything interesting to do. i bougt a book and there were nothing but 15 yr olds out so i decided to walk back to the house. i was walkin back and majorly feindin for a little tokefest when alas i hear this voice go "HEY" i turn around and see these 2 cute surfer boys on the beach and im like "hi?" cuz i had never met them before and they're like "whats up" and im all "not much" and they go "wanna smoke?" my heart fucking stopped, i swear god loves me so much sometimes. so today i woke up and thought i was dying so i got myself some midol and it was all good. i was feelin more like a beached whale than a beach bunny with all my cramps and bloating but i headed out to the beach anyway and felt much better as soon as i got there. it was gorgeous out. i got some really nice color, i love bein tan! i was gonna stay over tonight but it was like 60% chance of rain so i decided to come home and go to work and get my windsheil fixed instead, lol. seriously being a grown up is NOT FUN! i'd so much rather be 15-16 again but whadda ya gonna do right!? good news is, mommy and daddy left for their cruise this morning so i have the house all to myself. i don't know what it is, but whenever i'm left alone for days i always end up cleaning my room, but it's good b/c my room is a disaster even tho i try cleaning it all the time. it looks like a hurricane tore through express and all the debris landed on my floor. OH! that reminds me... the other day i go to put on these jeans of mine and i pull em up and they are soooo tight and barely fit over my ass and i'm freakin out like wtf!? so i'm all upset and then i look at the label...my sister has the same pants, only in a size 1 not a size 5, i was like WHEW! i was gonna say if my fat ass didn't fit in a 5 i woulda headed straight to the o.r. for some emergency lipo, lol. speaking of being fat i am so god damn thirsty. i am about to run to wawa and get some snapple but i don't feel like driving. i think i'm gonna make some pink lemonade and go to sleep. night night