always assuming the worst but you're going on none the less
have you ever felt so secure and was under the impression that everything was perfect, you were happy and things were going great, and then, like a ton of bricks it all comes crumbling down. and no matter how hard you try you'll never be able to forget and it will eat away at you for the rest of your life. it tears you apart and it's all b/c of someone elses stupid mistake. there is no excuse what so ever for what has occurred and now you have changed so many ppl's lives b/c you are so fucking selfish. life's not fair. in my short lived 17, almost 18 yrs i have come to one conclusion...never will i get married or have kids, i will never allow myself to get so wrapped up in someone else that i forget who i am. b/c when someone does that they give up part of themselves, never to get it back, and only to be utterly crushed in the longrun, i repeat NEVER! i used to think it was sad, but now i am starting to think it is the only logical thing to do. "love" is the root of all evil and will be the destruction of every being in it's path, mark my words.