I would never commit to just one hand to hold.
So my brother is leaving tomorrow. I culdnt be more sadd. It feels like he hasnt been here nearly enuff and Im jus gunna miss him until I get to see him again in 3 weeks. Not too badd I suppose. So today was my second driving hour. I drove on the express way and I nailed it. Decemeber 9th I have my last 2 hours and then in done. And January 14th I can get my liscence. Things have been great. I had an amazing thanksgiving seeing everyone, hanging out with my brother, hangin out with friends. But somehow all of the sudden I feel like there is a whole. Something is missing again but this time I dunno what it is. I sorta feel lonely almost like there culd be more than this. Mabey I want the one thing I always fought so much to stay away from? Mabey I want to get involved? Who knows. Hope all is well kidds. Stay safe. <3 <3