Breathe, just breathe
So you wouldnt believe it but Im finally happy again. Today wasnt as badd as monday and I'm taking this one day atta time. My friends are pretty much amazing. And oh at cheerleading today me and two of my favorite girls had a heart to heart while laying on eachothers stomach. I love steph and sam they are the bestest and I love how we all can relate to eachother. Anyways besides that Lyss has been by my side no matter what. Things are finally cooling down and certain things are making me happy but quick memo. It would be really great if I culd walk into a room and not have people talk about me and it wuld also be great if my lunch table didnt say "shhh shhh shes comming" when I go to sit at lunch. Fuck em all cuz im sure everyone has heard some amazing rumors. Some may have happend others may be way off but either way I only care about the people I care about knowing the truth but I bet the rumors are a lot more interesting than the truth, sorry kidds. Anyways im really happy again and things are lookin up. <3