Nov 03, 2004 00:34
i am pretty fucking stressed. i am now working twenty hours a week on top of going to school. i guess thats good because i can stop asking my parents for money, but its definately stressfull. i dont get done with class/work till 9 and then usually have to go back to school to do work for other classes. i haven't really done much of my enlgish/lit homework the last couple weeks simply because i have no time to sit down and read. my free time is now during the weekend where i still need to go out and get my shooting done. sounds like i'm complaining, but i do love it here. i'm learning alot so thats good.. but what really sucks is being so busy now, i can barely see renee, and i feel really bad about it. i want to take her out to dinner and do stuff and not be so fucking busy.. hopefully i can go up and visit her in her new house in queens and mend everything..
i decided i will be going home this weekend, the first visit since i moved. not really sure. but i guess i can just relax alittle bit and shoot some photos in some familiar places. see some friends i haven't seen in a while. i think driving around the backroads will be really nice too, not so busy as the city.
if bush wins, its all over.