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[xmakeitstopx]

i keep dreaming...about the same boy.
i dont even know who he is...
but he h a u n t s me...

this is the 3rd night in a row...
[always the 3rd dream i have]
and its not like its the same dream...
over and over and over again...
its like im watching a movie,
that i keep getting up and leaving from
right when the good part begins...[!]

{i really hate that}

but hes always by my side . . .

i am not a "touchy feely" person,
[in real life]...i jump when people touch me.
but we...we're always...together.
"attached at the hip"...arms linked,
sitting soclosenoonecanseebetween
us.

and theres always so many people around...
[blocked out...but still there]

i dont know what to make of this...