Nov 12, 2002 10:02
went to the diner last night...first one ever,
and it was horrible.
well...amusing, more so...
waitress didnt like me...feeling was mutual...
[[maybe if you were doing your fucking job, cunt]]
fun times. ... .anyways . . .
i am incapable of loving anyone else...and i know this, now.
see what youve done to me...
he will probably treat me better than anyone else ever has,
let alone, a thousand times better than you did...
but...i cant.
i thought about you...on the drive home.
how you invade my thinking of others, i'll never know...
and it still puts a smile on my face...
after everything you put me through.
but ofcouse, after my senses kick in,
my face twists into this look of utter disgust...
which shocks myself, as well as others around me.
they'll never know...
and neither will you.