Fucked Up
Today was soooooo fucked up, the highlight of the day tho... id have to say was trying to find a job, other than that it sucked. pat and i walked to my dads casa, came back down towards granada, blew shit up, chilled wit justin and some other peeps. stopped by west granada and saw gary, john, sherwin and others. filled out job apps for Ralphs and ate crappy fatburger. then granada gets out and i find out that are plans are ruined, megan isnt comin through, david ditches out, eliana and her homie is a bust, and most sadly... nikkin ends up goin to church. Shit i've always had this crush on her since i met her, but i never tried to make anything of it, now all the sudden were talkin and its lyk sumthin i totally want, but its lyk one of those things that the more you want it, the more u cant have it. Now i just got to my moms after yelling at her at my dads house and telling her that i love her cuz shes my mother but i honestly don't lyk her. and so now were not on the best terms. I dont really know too many things that would cheer me up ryt now.... but i do know that danielle and nikki can prolly both bring a good smile to my face about now.... so since i cant see nikki, ima go tlk to my lil sis and vent, peace yall! "Call nine eleven, then call yo revren, then call heaven, here i come lord, live by the gun, die by the gun, an eye for an eye, when you live and die by this war" -ryt PAT...GSK