Sep 06, 2006 09:42
Last night I had a sort of epiphany. I'm 21, in debt, don't have a car, don't have a liscence, and have a crappy paying job. . . . It's time for me to start being an adult, doing all that adult stuff, I thought about where I wanna be in 5 years, 10 years, and 15 years, I'm nowhere near on my way to acheiving all but one of these goals.
I've decided to cut the shit stop living a high profile rock n' roll lifestyle, barely makin the rent isn't going to work any more.
I'm going to go see about my GED today, see about my liscence, and start getting my ducks in a row and try to start some kind of career. I think I want to move out to the midwest. I wanna have a family. . at some point. But I need to be financially stable before that could ever even start to be thought about.
I'm not posting this for the benefit of the general audience I have here on livejournal, but more as a sort of reminder for myself cause I won't be posting anymore and since the first thing i do when i go to this website is click on my recent updates to see if anyone has commented on the last thing I said, I believe it will be a constant reminder.
I'll still get on here to read whats goin on with everyone else though.
Well I suppose thats all.
bye bye