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Just because I erased you from my heart, doesn't mean that you don't still exist in my nightmares, holding my hand, sedating me. I take back every word that tore you down I spoke in thoughtless hate. I realize everyone must make their own mistakes. I regret choking you with degredation, setting an example to let others degrade you. This is for every time you bled in my name. For every time I bled in yours. For every needless tear we shed in inexperience. Mute from words that would keep us together. Prey to silence that tore us apart. For every time my stuttering tongue gasped those three small words and really meant it...I am so fucking sorry.
I hereby have nothing to do with Ashley Pawley. That part of my life is over, tread under my feet, forgotten. Don't cause me to remember it. Don't speak her name around me. Don't associate me with anything to do with her, either for or against. I'm done. Completely. My life is too valuable to throw it away over stupidity.
I hereby have nothing to do with Ashley Pawley. That part of my life is over, tread under my feet, forgotten. Don't cause me to remember it. Don't speak her name around me. Don't associate me with anything to do with her, either for or against. I'm done. Completely. My life is too valuable to throw it away over stupidity.