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Dear God.
Why do you do this to me everyday? Everything I can see in my life is falling to pieces. And I can't hold on to them anymore. You have torn away every aspect of my life. And what have I done wrong? What have I done to merit any of this? I thought I've been making the right decisions. I thought I've treated everyone the way they should have been treated. I don't blindly hate. I hate for reasons and for passion. And for virtue. I love with all of my heart and try to live for every single moment I am given. But why now are my moments cut short. Why are you making this end? Why are you making me end this just to escape the shit you put me in?
I'm lost. But maybe that is my place. There always has to be one person that gets fucked over, well I guess that is my role now. What a wonderful gift... to be the first one dead.
Why do you do this to me everyday? Everything I can see in my life is falling to pieces. And I can't hold on to them anymore. You have torn away every aspect of my life. And what have I done wrong? What have I done to merit any of this? I thought I've been making the right decisions. I thought I've treated everyone the way they should have been treated. I don't blindly hate. I hate for reasons and for passion. And for virtue. I love with all of my heart and try to live for every single moment I am given. But why now are my moments cut short. Why are you making this end? Why are you making me end this just to escape the shit you put me in?
I'm lost. But maybe that is my place. There always has to be one person that gets fucked over, well I guess that is my role now. What a wonderful gift... to be the first one dead.