it seems that i have forgotten everything i thought about today
the moon was so awesome tonight. hopefully it'll be like that tomorrow night then maybe i can go to sandbridge and sit and look at it. anyone wanna join? i only have to work till 5. which still sucks either way though. i feel out of place..chrissy witnessed it as i was getting very frustrated with myself all day today. not good. i hate being frustrated with myself. and i hate being so confused. which i feel like i am all the time. i never know what to think. i wish some things were alot easier. and i feel bad for being in bad moods and taking it out on other people. i know how i want to be..and it always seems like i act the opposite. anyone get that? b/c im confusing myself as it is. maybe i should just end this. im sorry. i want a hug.
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