the only medicine i ever needed was you.

[xmadnessx]

i missed what i was supposed to learn.
as all i learned about was missing you.

man im kinda starting to get sick i think. that sucks but things have been ok lately i guess. i think the medicine is doing its job. i still got sad yesterday though. but then again the pills arent going to solve all my problems. but i think they are helping a little at least.

i love playoff hockey so so much. i might go play tonight but im kinda tired right now i dunno. or maybe mosh ball. sweeeeet.

i cant fucking wait for martyr tomorrow night! fuuuuck driving to corona though. man i hate gas prices so much. then samarah is playing there saturday. we are playing durring the day at like 3:30 or 4 so please please get there early if you are going.

man this band called sherwood messaged me on myspace today. i usually dont even give bands like that a chance but they are seriously suuuuper good. they are like an acceptance/get up kids type band. awesome.

hopefully gambling is fun tonight and i dont lose all my money.
i got nothin but i still got friends.

think of me tonight.
when everyone leaves and youre alone.
think of me tonight.
im counting the days til you come home.