but it doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand
xFIRSTSx
SCREEN NAME: madnes13
PIERCING/TATOO: 8ga ears
CREDIT CARD: i have 2
MAKEOUT SESSION: haha kindergarden nap time... score!
REAL GIRLFRIEND: dont remember
TRUE LOVE: mmm :)
BEST FRIEND: charlie since i was 2
ENEMY: probably john diaz cuz he punched me in 2nd grade... i deserved it
CONCERT: blink 182 i think
CAR ACCIDENT: being dropped off at school in like 7th grade
BROKEN BONE: shit like 1st grade. i jumped off the top of the silde on the playground
STITCHES: on my head somewhere from walking behind the swing set when i was like 1 or something.
xLASTSx
LONG CAR RIDE: ventura for final fight a week or two ago
KISS: this morning i supose
LIBRARY BOOK: no
MOVIE: the bourne identity
MOVIE IN THE THEATER: um... 50 first dates?
FOOD CONSUMED: humus/pita bread
PHONE CALL: erin :)
CD PLAYED: smashing pumpkins
ANNOYANCE: lonely
SODA: orange
ICE CREAM: soy delicious earlier
TIME SCOLDED: job shit last week or so
WEBSITE VISITED: um... live journal... yep
TIME YOU CRIED: randomly last week for no reason
TIME YOU LAUGHED: just now watching CONAN
xI...x
I AM: sitting funny right now
I WANT: to get a job
I HAVE: to fill out applications in the morning
I WISH: i had money
I HATE: being alone
I FEAR: losing her
I HEAR: smashing pumpkins and conan
I WONDER: when i will get married
I LOVE: a lot of stuff
I ACHE: back!
I ALWAYS: listen to music
I AM NOT: clothed... haha
I DANCE: brutal!
I CRY: sometimes
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: stupid things in my live journal
I LOSE: at gambling! :(
I CONFUSE: myself
I SHOULD: be somewhere else
xYES or NOx
YOU KEEP A DIARY: not a written one
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: im sure
HAVE A CRUSH: yes
ARE IN LOVE: yes
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
WANT CHILDREN: yes
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: sometimes
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: haha no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes
xCURRENTx
HAIR COLOR: getting blonde
EYE COLOR: bluem
HAIRSTYLE: messy
SHIRT: none... but i was wearing my warriors shirt for 3 days in a row... ew
PANTS: none
SOCKS: none
SHOES: none
MAKEUP: none
MUSIC: smashing pumpkins
WEATHER: nice
TIME: 12:57 am
MOOD: kinda tired
xFAVORITESx
NUMBER: 13
COLOR: bluem
DAY: any day i can see her
MONTH: june or july
SONG: i dunno
MOVIE: zoolander is up there right now i guess
SEASON: any really
DRINK: orange juice, lemonade, water
MEAL: rice and tofu
FLOWER: roses
HOLIDAY: halloween or xmas
QUOTE: "live that life that you love. love the life that you live." thats the only one i can think of.
xPREFERENCESx
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: vegan?
RAIN OR SUN: rain
TOP OR BOTTOM: top
TV OR MOVIE: depends
DAY OR NIGHT: night
DVD or VHS: dvd
FLUFFY PILLOW OR HARD PILLOW: fluffy
TAN OR WHITE: white
TALL OR SHORT: short
TALK OR LISTEN: listen
LEAD OR FOLLOW: lead
xIN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOUx
CRIED: no
HELPED SOMEONE: dont think so
BOUGHT SOMETHING: no
GOTTEN SICK: no
GONE TO THE MOVIES: tomorrow
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: no
SAID "I love you": yep
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX: no
MISSED AN EX: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: no
MISSED SOMEONE: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE: yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: no
BRUSHED YOUR TEETH: yes
TAKEN A SHOWER: yes
xWOULD YOU EVERx
EAT A BUG: survivor status
BUNGEE JUMP: yes
KILL SOMEONE: probably not... well yeah
PARACHUTE: yes
WALK ON HOT COALS: yes
GO OUT W/ SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS: wouldnt last
BE A VEGETARIAN: no way dude
WEAR PLAID W/ STRIPES: haha yes
KISS A GIRL: yes
KISS A BOY: yes
IM A STRANGER: yes
SING KARAOKE: yes
GET DRUNK: no
SMOKE A CIGERETTE: no
SMOKE WEED: no
GO TO A STRIP CLUB: meh
SHOPLIFT: yes
RUN A RED LIGHT: yes
BE IN A PORNO: probably not
DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE: old school
BE ON SURVIVOR: derr
WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC: maybe
NOT WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC: ah
CHEAT ON A TEST: yes
MAKE SOMEONE CRY: yes
DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN 10 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU: i dunno
DATE YOUR BEST FRIEND: maybe
STAY UP ALL NIGHT: yes
lovelovelove
AH! shes gunna kill me! hahaha
SCREEN NAME: madnes13
PIERCING/TATOO: 8ga ears
CREDIT CARD: i have 2
MAKEOUT SESSION: haha kindergarden nap time... score!
REAL GIRLFRIEND: dont remember
TRUE LOVE: mmm :)
BEST FRIEND: charlie since i was 2
ENEMY: probably john diaz cuz he punched me in 2nd grade... i deserved it
CONCERT: blink 182 i think
CAR ACCIDENT: being dropped off at school in like 7th grade
BROKEN BONE: shit like 1st grade. i jumped off the top of the silde on the playground
STITCHES: on my head somewhere from walking behind the swing set when i was like 1 or something.
xLASTSx
LONG CAR RIDE: ventura for final fight a week or two ago
KISS: this morning i supose
LIBRARY BOOK: no
MOVIE: the bourne identity
MOVIE IN THE THEATER: um... 50 first dates?
FOOD CONSUMED: humus/pita bread
PHONE CALL: erin :)
CD PLAYED: smashing pumpkins
ANNOYANCE: lonely
SODA: orange
ICE CREAM: soy delicious earlier
TIME SCOLDED: job shit last week or so
WEBSITE VISITED: um... live journal... yep
TIME YOU CRIED: randomly last week for no reason
TIME YOU LAUGHED: just now watching CONAN
xI...x
I AM: sitting funny right now
I WANT: to get a job
I HAVE: to fill out applications in the morning
I WISH: i had money
I HATE: being alone
I FEAR: losing her
I HEAR: smashing pumpkins and conan
I WONDER: when i will get married
I LOVE: a lot of stuff
I ACHE: back!
I ALWAYS: listen to music
I AM NOT: clothed... haha
I DANCE: brutal!
I CRY: sometimes
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: stupid things in my live journal
I LOSE: at gambling! :(
I CONFUSE: myself
I SHOULD: be somewhere else
xYES or NOx
YOU KEEP A DIARY: not a written one
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: im sure
HAVE A CRUSH: yes
ARE IN LOVE: yes
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
WANT CHILDREN: yes
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: sometimes
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: haha no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes
xCURRENTx
HAIR COLOR: getting blonde
EYE COLOR: bluem
HAIRSTYLE: messy
SHIRT: none... but i was wearing my warriors shirt for 3 days in a row... ew
PANTS: none
SOCKS: none
SHOES: none
MAKEUP: none
MUSIC: smashing pumpkins
WEATHER: nice
TIME: 12:57 am
MOOD: kinda tired
xFAVORITESx
NUMBER: 13
COLOR: bluem
DAY: any day i can see her
MONTH: june or july
SONG: i dunno
MOVIE: zoolander is up there right now i guess
SEASON: any really
DRINK: orange juice, lemonade, water
MEAL: rice and tofu
FLOWER: roses
HOLIDAY: halloween or xmas
QUOTE: "live that life that you love. love the life that you live." thats the only one i can think of.
xPREFERENCESx
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: vegan?
RAIN OR SUN: rain
TOP OR BOTTOM: top
TV OR MOVIE: depends
DAY OR NIGHT: night
DVD or VHS: dvd
FLUFFY PILLOW OR HARD PILLOW: fluffy
TAN OR WHITE: white
TALL OR SHORT: short
TALK OR LISTEN: listen
LEAD OR FOLLOW: lead
xIN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOUx
CRIED: no
HELPED SOMEONE: dont think so
BOUGHT SOMETHING: no
GOTTEN SICK: no
GONE TO THE MOVIES: tomorrow
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: no
SAID "I love you": yep
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX: no
MISSED AN EX: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: no
MISSED SOMEONE: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE: yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: no
BRUSHED YOUR TEETH: yes
TAKEN A SHOWER: yes
xWOULD YOU EVERx
EAT A BUG: survivor status
BUNGEE JUMP: yes
KILL SOMEONE: probably not... well yeah
PARACHUTE: yes
WALK ON HOT COALS: yes
GO OUT W/ SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS: wouldnt last
BE A VEGETARIAN: no way dude
WEAR PLAID W/ STRIPES: haha yes
KISS A GIRL: yes
KISS A BOY: yes
IM A STRANGER: yes
SING KARAOKE: yes
GET DRUNK: no
SMOKE A CIGERETTE: no
SMOKE WEED: no
GO TO A STRIP CLUB: meh
SHOPLIFT: yes
RUN A RED LIGHT: yes
BE IN A PORNO: probably not
DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE: old school
BE ON SURVIVOR: derr
WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC: maybe
NOT WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC: ah
CHEAT ON A TEST: yes
MAKE SOMEONE CRY: yes
DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN 10 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU: i dunno
DATE YOUR BEST FRIEND: maybe
STAY UP ALL NIGHT: yes
lovelovelove
AH! shes gunna kill me! hahaha