Oct 08, 2005 18:17
I haven't really had a chance to update lately, but I'll post some latest shit up.
Lastnight, Jordan threw a thing at his house...It was pretty sweet. We all just like threw on some music and danced for like 2 hours, lol. Then Danielle slept over, but my parents didn't know it, aha.
Then today :fucking horrible: me and Danielle decided to ride over to Jordans and see him and Sean and then the four of us hungout for a little while, then it was just me and Jordan, and we started out talking about our relationship and how things were going, and we ended up being on a break? Whatever the fuck that means...Then Jordan decided to take it back, and emailed me a sweet email. ♥ But I don't think I can do that anymore times then after today...If we're together now, we're together, but I don't really want to keep this breaking up thing going, I mean I love him and everything times ten, don't get me wrong, but for the sake of having anything left, I don't think it's right to keep doing it. I'm just glad we're together now, and that we didn't break up today, but it benefited our relationship because it was sort of an eye opener, but I'm just glad it's over and I hope we can just start over and forget about these past couple weeks.
Tonight, I'm going to a party with Trish :]] That should be pretty sweet. I'm kind of scared because I'm not going to know anyone, buuut it should be fine, lol. Then I'm crashing here with her :]
But I should go...
[Jordan, feel better, I love you, call me at my sisters tomorrow]