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[xmadam_mex]

so trying to think of things to update..nothing new has happened..i went to the mall friday and got new lip things.went to the mall today and got 2 pruses, buy one get one free, cant beat that? they are really cute too..umm i got a 62 on my bio quartly, umm wednesday is my and zacks 3 months..and saturday is cait and derreks(i know that is spelled soo wrong, sry cait) 1 year and 3 months..how do u like them appleS?, im not sure when allison and marks date is. hmm? ill have to ask her that. omg in this song, she says "we havent fucked yet but my head is spining" whoo..so im not taLKING to nicole that much, we are in the middle of a "fight", its killing me b/c i wanna call her and talk to her and ask how the baby is and everything, but im sick of being the one to make the first call and everything, i want her to do it this time. ehhh i sometimes i think i really suck a being a friend, and i say sometimes b/c i feel like it is always but i have one or two days where i feel like i am making a difference or i did a good thing or somthing like that. blahh. my aunt is going in the hostpial tomorrow. so i think wednesday me and zack are going to see her be4 we go out to eat.. i have been down lately, and i felt so bad for some people b/c everyone would ask me if i was okay and i would say yes but really it was no..but i can say that im happy right now..but i dont knwo why..hmm..well i think im about done

the smell of cherry makes my world go round.
sande..

ps-ME ZACK AND NATE ARE GOING TO THE TASTE OF CHAOS CONCERT...WHOO