Mar 12, 2006 10:56
i haven't updated in forever! nothing much has happened. i got my prom dress and i love it! i got it at lillie rubin...i'll post pics later. my last cat died. We think he got bit by a snake and was poisoned. When i found out friday i cried so much. i'm so happy franklin was over...he made me feel so much better about everything.
I love that boy so much. I just have been holding back lately and i'm pulling away. I'm scared of getting hurt. Both of us have changed and the changes scare me. I wish he treated me like he used to. Not that he treats me bad at all now... he's wonderful its just i wasn't scared to let loose with my heart. I get scared that he doesn't feel that same for me or as deep as i do. Or that he doesn't like being on the phone with me or actually wants to hang out with me. I used to be convinced of it and now im not. So i pull away to guard my heart. Please help me guys!!
Oh and i miss hanging out with all of yall. Please call me if you have room for me with yalls bunch! I love yall!
i'm going to the beach friday and looking for someone to go with me! hint hint