i love two day weeks <3
so friday school. then after
i went to abels house from
school. and we hung out for
a little bit. and then we went
shopping at the fox run for
5 hours. and i got a lot of
stuff so thats excellent. we
had a great time :)
saturday. worked nine to four.
then i saw abel after work. and
cuddled all night <3 i love cuddling
and i love you too baby.
sunday. worked eight to two.
then came home and did yard work
until dark and homework and
nothing else fun.
yesterday. school. and no one
likes school. so blah... did
homework and cleaned my room
for thanksgiving.
today. school again. and pouring
rain. and i was pretty much
in a bad mood all day. i try
talking to people about problems.
and it goes in one ear and out the
other. and it pisses me off. because
no one cares that a friendship is
breaking. no one cares. and it gets
me really sad and even more mad.
but whatever.
thanksgiving is thursday and i dont
know whether or not to be excited.
its at our house. but manda and her
family arent coming. so i only have
my three and one year old cousin to
hang out with. becuase the rest are
all insaine. but hopefully abel can
come over. and then we would leave
later on for dessert at his mothers
friends house. i have no idea what
is going on. and its in two days...
no school for the rest of the week.
i have three projects to do. one
economics one due december 1.
honors biology research paper due
december 19. and another economics
project due january 6. it seems far
away but theres only one more week
left of november. and im stressed.
i talked to lindsay grace on the phone
last weekend. it was good to talk to her
considering i havent talked to her. since
the summer. and i talked to betty, LY and
other people from georgetown. <3 i love
you guys. and i miss you like crazy <3
christmas is right around the corner.
and i CANNOT wait <3 i love buying people
presents and more so receiving them.
im making abel a blanket for christmas
and its so hard. but its okay. ill manage.
and my friends. im getting you guys
some things. i love christmas. <3
and after christmas the year is over.
yet another year. but im proud to say it
will be a year for me december 13 that i
havent done anything "bad", my friends
should understand that one.
everything changed this year. for the
first time in my life i feel appreciated
and like a person. i havent cut. and im
not that sad anymore. i wasted three years
of my life in my depression stage. and im
so glad i was able to get out of it.
and after the new year. is mine and abels
one year anniversary. and i am more than
excited for it. <3 i love you so much baby!
well im done for now.
sorry i like to ramble on about nothing :)
comments? please!
i love you abel
you mean the world to me <3
forever
i went to abels house from
school. and we hung out for
a little bit. and then we went
shopping at the fox run for
5 hours. and i got a lot of
stuff so thats excellent. we
had a great time :)
saturday. worked nine to four.
then i saw abel after work. and
cuddled all night <3 i love cuddling
and i love you too baby.
sunday. worked eight to two.
then came home and did yard work
until dark and homework and
nothing else fun.
yesterday. school. and no one
likes school. so blah... did
homework and cleaned my room
for thanksgiving.
today. school again. and pouring
rain. and i was pretty much
in a bad mood all day. i try
talking to people about problems.
and it goes in one ear and out the
other. and it pisses me off. because
no one cares that a friendship is
breaking. no one cares. and it gets
me really sad and even more mad.
but whatever.
thanksgiving is thursday and i dont
know whether or not to be excited.
its at our house. but manda and her
family arent coming. so i only have
my three and one year old cousin to
hang out with. becuase the rest are
all insaine. but hopefully abel can
come over. and then we would leave
later on for dessert at his mothers
friends house. i have no idea what
is going on. and its in two days...
no school for the rest of the week.
i have three projects to do. one
economics one due december 1.
honors biology research paper due
december 19. and another economics
project due january 6. it seems far
away but theres only one more week
left of november. and im stressed.
i talked to lindsay grace on the phone
last weekend. it was good to talk to her
considering i havent talked to her. since
the summer. and i talked to betty, LY and
other people from georgetown. <3 i love
you guys. and i miss you like crazy <3
christmas is right around the corner.
and i CANNOT wait <3 i love buying people
presents and more so receiving them.
im making abel a blanket for christmas
and its so hard. but its okay. ill manage.
and my friends. im getting you guys
some things. i love christmas. <3
and after christmas the year is over.
yet another year. but im proud to say it
will be a year for me december 13 that i
havent done anything "bad", my friends
should understand that one.
everything changed this year. for the
first time in my life i feel appreciated
and like a person. i havent cut. and im
not that sad anymore. i wasted three years
of my life in my depression stage. and im
so glad i was able to get out of it.
and after the new year. is mine and abels
one year anniversary. and i am more than
excited for it. <3 i love you so much baby!
well im done for now.
sorry i like to ramble on about nothing :)
comments? please!
i love you abel
you mean the world to me <3
forever