i hope i never have to say this again...
IM NOT PREGANT! thank god. joe and i are NOT in any way ready to be parents. i wood have done it if i was, but no. the next time i get ( or think i am pregnant) will be our decision. tomorow im going back to the doctors to get some birth controll. in other news yay im alive... i have been terribaly anti-social these past few weeks, but i think im over that for now. i miss my friends. im over at elliots right now and eventhough we arent doing a god damned thing i am still happier than i have been in a long time. i need to be around people it makes me feel wanted. i miss joe so much and my life doesnt feel compliet, however when i am at least around my friends iu feel like a valid person. but yes we are goling to walk elliot's monster sized dog so i bid u adoo!