at least im happy
i really love that my family and friends think that me being engaged is like a joke. it really makes me feel so wonderful and loved. the confience im gaining from this experience is going to be ever lasting. but u kno what fuck them! im going to prove everybody wrong, and me and joe are gonna be happy together. i kno tha tim young and all that stuff, but im really really triing to do this the "right way". however it is extremly hard to do things the "right way" when the man im in love with is half a fucking country away from me. so from now on im just going to ignore all the little whitty comments people make about it. true friends and family wouldt judge like this, and wood just be happy. im happy and that is all that matters.