Jun 09, 2006 22:30
People are so aggravating, it's ridiculous. I cannot help it that a huge pet peeve of mine are people drifting. I know in some circumstances it is sort of inevitable, but I am not going to continue on your terms. I have in the past bit my tongue until it bled, stifling my true feelings of hurt just so it would not aggravate you ... but I can't do it any longer. I'm tired of continuing on your schedule, and frustrated by your lack of acknowledgment. I am only willing to give as much as I get now. I can't stretch myself any further, and pretend it does not bother me. I'll save all my compromising and sensitivity for the one that I care for the most. I just hate your pretending. I've been too nice, for too long. I am not disposable, quit acting like I am.