Of Violence, Of Love, and Of Sorrow
i feel like im letting everyone down yet again.
i really dont know what to do, im in a complete state of total confusion and i just want to crawl up in bed and sleep for hours. im at kaylas right now, there outside playing but i just felt like coming inside and updating.
justin is being so mean to me, i got some new cloths tonight and he just made me feel like such a slut so ill probably never wear them again. i just feel so retchid. for fucksake, i wish i could just get out of this town. it would be so much better. i could be doing somthing so much more exciting. i just want to be happy, thats all i ask. but everytime im almost there somthing awful happens. me and lacey went to the mall today it was the most fun ive had in so long, but then justin called me and i told him i was going to be like 5 minutes late and it was the end of my fun. he bitched me out, and i wasnt even late when i got there, and just then entire time. i dont understand why i take that i could be with someone so much better.. sooo much better.
god. but everythings gonna be alright..
i really dont know what to do, im in a complete state of total confusion and i just want to crawl up in bed and sleep for hours. im at kaylas right now, there outside playing but i just felt like coming inside and updating.
justin is being so mean to me, i got some new cloths tonight and he just made me feel like such a slut so ill probably never wear them again. i just feel so retchid. for fucksake, i wish i could just get out of this town. it would be so much better. i could be doing somthing so much more exciting. i just want to be happy, thats all i ask. but everytime im almost there somthing awful happens. me and lacey went to the mall today it was the most fun ive had in so long, but then justin called me and i told him i was going to be like 5 minutes late and it was the end of my fun. he bitched me out, and i wasnt even late when i got there, and just then entire time. i dont understand why i take that i could be with someone so much better.. sooo much better.
god. but everythings gonna be alright..