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i dont understand y my parents dont just disown me now and get it the fuck over with. they sit there and act like fucking martyrs cuz they hafta deal with the fucking problem child, who is also (if they would take the time to notice) the goddam over achiever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but no of course they just go and blow smoke up they're own asses and throw shit at my esteem. i cant take just sitting thru they're fucking bitching about how im not fucking good enough. yeah, im not good enough, im the one passing all my fucking dumbass classes, barreling thru four hour rehersals every fucking day until midnight, doing fucking uptine performances, dealing with all the fucking drama, and then dealing with all their fucking shit!!!!!!!!! wutever fuck it i dont give a shit nemore. all i ever fucking hear is their fucking bitching on how im such a goddam burden!! yeah use a condom next time bitches! then u wont hafta deal with the fucking teenager in the years ahead!! FUCK!!! and they have the fucking nerve to call me a fucking dumbass! wutever!! i dont fucking give a shit. if im such a problem they can go and pick up the fucking amancipation papers, i dont care.