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reading my lj post from December 31st 2009.. makes me laugh.
oh how wrong I was... and off.
some little exerpts:
"(steve).. 'I love hearing stories about himfrom people, about him being a jerk or how he "treated" ex gf's because he doesnt do any of that to me. It makes me feel really great knowing that I am his exception, and he is mine. I am still getting used to having a boyfriend who is so nice and actually WANTs to make me happy, and strives for it every day"
"It was the year of my very own soundtrack, thanks to [cute]Alex. Its so overwhelming and I do feel really bad for potentially leading him on. bad timing I guess"
"I broke too many hearts this year. My indecisiveness really hurt a couple people, like Alex W and Levi. And I am sorry for that. I am sorry that AlexW was an almost, he deserves so much more then that. He is truly a great person, with awesome qualities. We were just too different. Believed different things, lived different lifrstyles. It was just too conflicting."
oh how wrong I was... and off.
some little exerpts:
"(steve).. 'I love hearing stories about himfrom people, about him being a jerk or how he "treated" ex gf's because he doesnt do any of that to me. It makes me feel really great knowing that I am his exception, and he is mine. I am still getting used to having a boyfriend who is so nice and actually WANTs to make me happy, and strives for it every day"
"It was the year of my very own soundtrack, thanks to [cute]Alex. Its so overwhelming and I do feel really bad for potentially leading him on. bad timing I guess"
"I broke too many hearts this year. My indecisiveness really hurt a couple people, like Alex W and Levi. And I am sorry for that. I am sorry that AlexW was an almost, he deserves so much more then that. He is truly a great person, with awesome qualities. We were just too different. Believed different things, lived different lifrstyles. It was just too conflicting."