Title:
There's A Hole In Me, Just About The Size of YouAuthor:
sweet_lyriPairing: Jensen/Jared Sandy/Jared Chris/Steve
Genre: RPS
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It's been four years since Jared and Jensen last laid eyes on each other, when their twelve year relationship came to a sudden and grinding halt. Now, in the middle of crowded ER in Boston, they're thrust back into each others' lives and it's clear that neither of them are the same person they were in Texas. Jensen's closed himself off to any kind of romantic involvement, and Jared's using his relationship with Sandy as an inventive form of self-harm. But when secrets from four years ago are revealed and proven to be nothing more than the manipulations of a career driven woman, things take a turn for the worse. Can Jensen remember the person he was when he was with Jared? And can Jared learn to forgive himself for something that wasn't his fault in the first place?
Warnings: Attempted suicide, depression, homophobia, emotional blackmail
First year being involved with
spn_j2_bigbang and I got to work with the talented
sweet_lyri who was great to work with. She gave me full rain when it came to the graphics and kept me going with her awesome comments. Make sure you go read her story and leave her some nice feedback (:
Art warnings: Slight spoilers for the story.
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