Stage Lighting
Lunch is getting really boring. O yah sitting alone isn’t fun. Most of the time i read. I’m reading Once Future King. Its pretty kool. Then i go to my class and sit there for ever. But o well. I cant change that. I got invited to a party a few days ago but i thought i might ease into the school. Not meeting people at parties. And not knowing the people so i choose good judgment over fun (well so called fun). I’ve been running a lot and im really worn out after school. But around 9 i get my second wind. I’ve been writing a journal a real one. And well i like it a lot. I spend a lot of time on it. Its not my deeps thoughts in there. hats why i like it. Its just me on an ordinary day. Nothing to dramatic. I'm dressing a lot better. That’s a good nice. Skins looking good. Cold weather is the best for skin. I really need to get some pictures on here. That might be a while cuz we don’t have our scanner up here. Now im talking to this kid named Ben. he’s got the coolest accent.Hes from like northern Minnesota so hes got a real real strong accent. Well i talked to him 4 a good thirty min. He was telling me how he broke every bone in his body. Well he hasn't broken his left pinky. Well im finally done my homework. he was telling me about all the drugies. Thanx god he told me cuz 2 of them are people that sit next to me in English. Gosh I WANT TO BE WARM !!!! i've noticed i haven't put any deep thoughts in here lately. Just been talking about stuff. I think next time i rite I'm going to try putting some thing meaningful. I think im gonna write a poem. I think im pretty good at doing that. Ive written some pretty good ones this year. Most of them are in this box i have at home. Some times i'll get them out and maybe put some on here. But most of the ones i put on here are pretty new. Just spur of the moment type things. I think im a pretty good writer. Plz don’t compare my live journal writing with any of my writing. This is probably the lest thought out writing i Do. I’m just pretty much talking to my self on here. And some how expecting it to make sense to other people. Ive about had this live journal thing for about a year. Its helped me a lot. Who ever invinted this things is a genious. this is a neto way teens can express them selves ans share it with the world. I cant wait untill one day when i decide im done with this thing. Im going to print it all out and keep it. And i can go back and remember all the good times and really bad times ive had. Ive changed a lot as a person. I think i meet the right people at the right time. All the people that were im my life this year have really changed the way i look at life. I wish i could sit here and give credit to all the people that have changed my life. But that list would just be to long. I Knew God would come threw this year. Hes come threw in so many ways. I think thats what im gonna rite about tomorrow. Some poem or thought about all the things we take for granite. And all the thnigs that God does in our lives. We're just to busy to notice. Well im gonna go now .I'm gonna go have some quite time with just me and God. I havn't done that in a while. Love yall God bless
Maria
Maria