1 day three hours till rent
i feel so sick today. i have three hours and thirty minute left of work and i wanna go home now.
did anyone see the winterguard before the daytona 500? i would love to be there today. i wanted to stay home and watch the race instead of coming to work.
btw, im sick of these rich girls that i work with that take hand outs from momma and daddy. i work with most of them.... im pulling overtime and they're driving up in there jetta bitching that they have a job.
i hate life right now.
i have no money. actually negitive money because i cant mange money. i get pissed off when anyone says anything.
my best friend isnt talking to me because she hurting and i cant be there for her. when i do have time everybody is pissed off at me becuase i dont have enough time to do things that they want me to do or do with me.
hows me and james you may ask? i dont know, i havent talked to the boy in THREE FUCKING DAYS!
i just want to grow up and it's really starting to kill me.
i just want to write the damn letter and get it overwith. everything is just so unbearable and no one is making it better.
im so stressed
momma told me that i was becoming unreliable and the scary thing is that i know.
i will no matter what be:
hated
irresponcable
uncontrollable
unpredicatle
unbearable
unreliable
broke
depressed
everything is just to much and it's not gonna be ok, i dont want to heard it
did anyone see the winterguard before the daytona 500? i would love to be there today. i wanted to stay home and watch the race instead of coming to work.
btw, im sick of these rich girls that i work with that take hand outs from momma and daddy. i work with most of them.... im pulling overtime and they're driving up in there jetta bitching that they have a job.
i hate life right now.
i have no money. actually negitive money because i cant mange money. i get pissed off when anyone says anything.
my best friend isnt talking to me because she hurting and i cant be there for her. when i do have time everybody is pissed off at me becuase i dont have enough time to do things that they want me to do or do with me.
hows me and james you may ask? i dont know, i havent talked to the boy in THREE FUCKING DAYS!
i just want to grow up and it's really starting to kill me.
i just want to write the damn letter and get it overwith. everything is just so unbearable and no one is making it better.
im so stressed
momma told me that i was becoming unreliable and the scary thing is that i know.
i will no matter what be:
hated
irresponcable
uncontrollable
unpredicatle
unbearable
unreliable
broke
depressed
everything is just to much and it's not gonna be ok, i dont want to heard it