alot on my mind
so today for the most part sucked. the rents pissed me off,then the night with leesie was not what I hoped for. I found out she hates everything about me and that makes me want to cry. Ive already changed so much for her but I'm ready to change more if I have too. I feel like hell and want to die I have no one to talk to about it I'm always left in the dark by myself. I don't know how much longer I can stay a float.