change one thing . change everything
NOW I KNOW NONE OF YOU WILL EITHER READ THIS ,OR COMMENT
BUT WAT I HAVE TO SAY ...
I WOULD APPRECIATE IF YOU ALL GAVE ME YOUR OPINION ON.
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU THAT IS ON MY LJ LIST .....THANK U
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now
as the tears dry from my face
i think about what i just saw .
and it makes me think ,
that there is soo many out comes of life
that every move,thought,and step you take.. MATTERS
You never know how much you can care for someone
until you lose them
and when you realize .. ITS TO LATE
and that maybe your life is the way it SHOULD Be , or SHOULDN'T be right now
i dont know about you guys ...
but i always hate thinking about
wat if i did this ,or said that ..
you know how there's a saying , that the pass is the pass
and that there's nothing you can do about it !
or things happen for a reason ?
well fuckkkkkkkkk that !!!
Do you believe innocent ppl DESERVE TO DIE ?
Do you think that ppl that you love deserve to get rape,killed,get sick,get hurt ?
it bugs me soo muchhhh
it bugs me to know , that maybe if i did something differently
i would be happier right now ....
i became such a bitch , to everyone i love
that its not fair!
i was never this bitter until ppl came along and broke my heart so many times
and that stupid kids from my childhood called me ugly to my face
and that no matter how even now , when ppl call me beauftil or w/e
it doesnt matter.. i appericate it , but when i look into that mirror i feel unloved and unpretty
why do soo many ppl deserve to get treated like shit ?????
whyyyyyyyyyy ?
yah yah yah ... You can give me your bullshit reason about
oh it makes you stronger,and makes you learn ,or makes you thankful for what you have.
But do you HONESTLY believe that people that get shit handed to them on a silver platter , think about stuff like that ?
Do you believe paris hilton and all those bitches care?
or not even them ... US <---!
yah u can be a smartass right now , and be like
I thank god everyday for what i have
yeah right ...
everyone just thinks about themselves.
when ur sick ? what do u think
when ur hurt ? what do u think
when ur love ? what do u think
you all think about .. how YOU feel
you think about how you can get better, or how happy you are, or how sad you are
i dont blame you
i do too . (OBVIOUSLY)
and i dont understand life
and i dont think no one does
If you do? Then plllz.. point them out to me . So i can ask them things ,
and maybe THEY can help find ,what im looking for !
I might sound crazy or retarded right now
and i know its just a movie .
Just like many other movies that make me think the same way
like " Donnie Darko"
But everything is a question to me .
And i hate it all
I hate to know
that we will work to get some where in life
just to know that you will
die in a couple days,months, or years from now
that i will get hurt again
and so will ppl that i care for !
blah i just lost train of thought cause of idiots from online
but ... yah .. i liked the movie . !
* the end *